myowndemise

This movie has some great writing.

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Great. We’ll talk about the MiddleEast and maybe an idea of an exitstrategy. Maybe she has a good pitch.Should I ask her about Korea? Maybehave her point it out to us on aglobe? I don’t understand the youngtalent in this town! It doesn’t makeany sense. I got four jobs. Hell, I’m  more famous than half the people wetalk to anyway! No one stands up. Noone has the balls to sit them down andsay, “Look, just cut the shit.”Buteverybody works for ‘em. They’re allon the payroll. They’re all suckingthe teat! Nobody sits ‘em down, eye-to-eye, one-on-one, and says… “Cut theshit.” And all these stars just tofuck it up. That’s what they do. Theyfuck my day up! And it pisses me off!And now I’m sweating.

England.

A slice of my reality

          I think I should start off my saying, I am a Ginger, and a proud one at that. I decided to start this blog because I am the type of person who lives life to the fullest. I am a crazy, optimistic 18 year old who doesn’t give a shit about what people think of me and loves to have fun and adventure. Here’s the twist. I’m depressed. Now I know what your thinking, “Oh great another depressed teenager who doesn’t appreciate what she has and needs to grow up.” Now, that is only partly true. This blog I’m starting here is going to be about what is going on with me, in my head. I am not showing anyone I know this blog so I will feel 100% free to speak the brutal truth. This is going to be my online journal(one that my dad cant read). This blog is going to be a mixture between sad, hilarious, horrible and beautiful.

          Let me tell you a little about me. I am 18 years old, I live in New York, I have a lot of great friends, I love helping others, I smoke weed, I’m completely nuts and depressed of course. Now this smoking weed thing can be very controversial but I love weed. I’m high right now. I don’t revolve my whole life around weed but I love smoking it. Lately I have been smoking a little too much and for the wrong reasons but if you keep following me on my journey through my depression you will see why. I don’t really care if you flow my blog because this is generally for me. If I can halp people along the way, that’s great.

Another big thing about me is that even now that I’m going though my own internal battles, I LOVE helping people. It’s a passion. I spend my time on Yahoo Answers giving people advice. It brings me tremendous joy to know that people are okay, ya know? 

So yeah, I’m gonna go set up my blog now and promote it a bit. :) 

      Seacrest OUT!